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You never knew me
By the time I was free to be myself, you were long gone. Distance is a wall and silence builds it brick by brick. And now, where are we standing? Between gaps in time, the words always come too late. Oh, how I wanted to show you all that I am, all I have to...

Marieke de Koker
Jul 30


Prevaricate
My love, I beg of you: Forget your eloquent evasions, show me your heart stripped bare. There's no use in wondering why your walls have kept me away. This is fierce love, not serrurie: set your castles on fire! Let all sense give way to senses. Hold me like tomorrow will never come, hold me in that heart of yours. You carry an inkling on your sleeve...

Marieke de Koker
Jul 28


You Were Mine
You were once my world: enveloped in you, I could not see you. Now, I watch...

Marieke de Koker
Jun 5


June
You never looked as beautiful as that one night in June, all dressed up in green. The setting sun...

Marieke de Koker
Jun 2


Traveler and the Tree
The traveler has no home. They belong to everyone and no one. But I, the tree, grow roots to shade...

Marieke de Koker
May 30


Bittersweet
Bittersweet is the imminent premature end, a journey cut short of its promised destination... We climbed the highest mountains and drowned in flooded valleys, waiting for the final pinnacle. Waiting for the immaculate horizons to tell us: we made it. After...

Marieke de Koker
Nov 4, 2024


Letters I never sent
My pens and papers have transported you here, near, ever dear; my ever faithful listening ear; as I whispered, serenaded, screamed and cried into the abyss...

Marieke de Koker
Oct 9, 2024


Elegy for the Living
Maybe I’d bring you a bunch of sweet orange flowers. Is it ironic that I planted marigolds used to honor the dead? Is it ironic that love has never felt more alive? I’m never one to remember faces, but I can still see you staring at me. Except now it’s like black and white film without color. And I'm...

Marieke de Koker
Sep 13, 2024


Will you be my jacaranda?
Will you be my jacaranda in October? Maybe it’s fall because the leaves are falling. Maybe it’s fall because I am falling. Maybe it’s spring because we say it is. A time to be alive, to...

Marieke de Koker
Aug 26, 2024


My Greatest Words Fall Short
I never tried to capture the sound of you, no music ever could. Even my greatest words fall short and memories, however cherished, feel painfully cheap. They all...

Marieke de Koker
Aug 22, 2024


Oktobermaand
Oktobermaand is Pretoria showered in carpets of violet. Take me to the Southern hemisphere so that you and I can bathe once more in Spring where everything turns....

Marieke de Koker
Aug 10, 2024
Everpresent
You, as embodied by thought and memory, lurk in the shadows to emerge in those rare moments. Humble in your beauty you are everpresent, since become a...

Marieke de Koker
Aug 8, 2024
To my penpal who doesn't exist
Even more prominent yet is the space in my hurt. The raw, the waiting. For my penpal who doesn’t exist. For my reader who doesn’t...

Marieke de Koker
Aug 8, 2024
Wiser than the mind
If we were given free will, then love is the most deviant defiance of the gods. For in the wake of its magnitudes, the significance of any questioning erodes, and the only path that remains is the acceptance of...

Marieke de Koker
Aug 2, 2024
Princess or Knight
Are you my princess or my dark knight? Are you watching me from your towers afar as I worship your memory ever vivid?What I would give to see you smile not one...

Marieke de Koker
Aug 2, 2024
Gift of Hope
You gave me the gift of hope. My life without you is a garden in summer, not in spring. You are the rainbow on a misty day, the delicate breeze caressing my face, the gentle...

Marieke de Koker
Jul 24, 2024
Greatest Gift
I, who give too much to this world of endless need, when my shoulders grow weary from the weight of change you give me wings to fly and light up my eyes. You are my hope...

Marieke de Koker
Jul 21, 2024


Weaving Through Time
Weaving through time, I see all the eras of me longing to know someone like you. I see us running together from year to year not heading anywhere in particular but hand in hand until my bones are too old to run and I would...

Marieke de Koker
Jul 16, 2024


Loved Ones
The silver hairs and lines in their skin make them even more beautiful, knowing we have shared all these years together

Marieke de Koker
Jul 13, 2024


Aria to the Night
Hello my stranger. My not-stranger. It’s easy to see your pain and scars as you bask in moonlight and hide in the dark. I don’t see purple: you are the color of dark chocolate and ebony, or the dazzling night sky...

Marieke de Koker
Jul 9, 2024
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